No One Else to Blame

Breathing through the pain
Bleeding through the rain
Heart breaking over and over again
I have no one else to blame
No one else to blame
All alone in the dark
Walking hand and hand in the park
I never expected anger to spark
I have no one else to blame
No one else to blame
Always make the same mistake
Fall too deep, too fast for loves sake
Thought I had raised the stakes
But he was just the same
I have no else to blame
How it started I have no clue
Something said caused him to unglue
Suddenly fists rose up and flew
I have no one else to blame
No one else to blame.

Fantasy and Day Dreams

He calls me "baby" and says I drive him crazy
I'm not his lady and our friendship line is getting hazy
He so damn sweet to me and wants to bring me to ecstasy
I get the flutters dreaming he stands so close next to me
Shall I compare thee to a hot summers night?
Under the covers of darkness, not even any star light
Hazy minds, humid bodies heated by burning flesh
Fantasizing the bewilderment of those bodies in lustful thresh
Shall I wait till he wakes me with a tempered kiss?
Allow his fingers to caress the curves of his fated bliss?
Radiating warmth of his breath on the neck of his princess
His fingers taking her with acute accurateness
I'm falling into his world of fantasy and  day dreams
Not always sure what this wild desire means
But when I close my eyes how real it all seems
The kind of passion you can find on the "big screens"

I Don't Just, I Just Don't

I'm whispered on the lips of many
But so few I have This connection with
Honesty is hard to come by , if any,
It is rumored to be just a myth
Even if a relationship never comes between us
I hold on to the reason we came to be at the start
You have a piece of my soul forever
If I ever gave you a piece of my heart
I don't just walk away my friend
I don't just disappear if we end
I don't just forget all you are to me
I just don't keep every and anybody
If I ever loved you in any kind of way
You have that love till my dying day
We all need a friend and confidant
Free from worry that our words still haunt
You can feel my love when I speak to you
You can feel the realness of what I say is true.

but u love him

He abuses you
uses you
calls you names
and plays games.
But you love him.

Why are you not worthy of love without pain?
Why do you spend one more second hiding tears in the rain?
Why would you EVER take the blame?
When will you wake up and see he's the same?
You are too beautiful a woman inside
and I hope you find your pride
and remember ever apology he lied.
I dont want to wake up to read my friend died.
I couldnt live with myself if I haven't tried.
Till then keep safe, be careful what you decide.

Twerkin

Shorties be so rah rah with their twerkin
Wanna trap a man so bad they’ll twitch their hips till they be hurtin
Skirts so short they swear that they be in there murkin
To self involved to see that bullshit aint even workin
They wonder why their man hit me so hard with the flirtin
I got my shit together bitches while all you got is your body jerkin

Now don’t get me wrong
This aint a hatin song
Just wanna open some eyes
At what it takes to get and keep guys
It’s more than whats between your thighs
You gotta have goals
You gotta have skills
You gotta have deep concentration
Mind blowing conversation and
Pay your own bills.

Shorties be so rah rah with their twerkin
Be up in the club twitchin hips like they in there workin
Showin ass for the playas in there lurkin
To self involved to read his face as he be smirkin
You’re just for tonight of that he is certain
I’m the wifey type, exit stage right, close the curtain

Now don’t get me wrong
This aint a hatin song
For a one night stand of fun
I'll slip on the blue thong
And I'll get my twerkin on
Pick me up a sexy Don Juan
But when the sun comes up
I'll expect him to be gone
If you fuck on the first night
You can’t expect him to be life long.

Shorties be so rah rah with their twerkin
Skirts so short they swear they be in there murkin
Should be in school, gettin a job, puttin that work in
To self involved to see it’s their selves they be hurtin
They wonder why their man hit me so hard with the flirtin
I got my shit together bitches while all you got is your body jerkin

Now don’t get me wrong
This aint a hatin song
Just wanna open some eyes
At what it takes to get and keep guys
It’s more than whats between your thighs
You gotta have goals
You gotta have skills
You gotta have deep concentration
Mind blowing conversation and
Pay your own bills.

He don't love me anymore 1/12/13

He don’t love me any more
At least, not the way he used to
He don’t love me anymore
And I don’t, no I don’t, know what to do

He don’t love me, anymore
He don’t love me, anymore

I’m not sure exactly when things changed
I’m not sure of anything
All I know is my life is rearranged
And all his angry words sting.

I miss the kindness and smile in his eyes
I miss the warmth and tenderness in his touch
I miss the man who held me all night calming my cries
I miss the man who used to love me so much.

He don’t love me anymore
At least, not the way he used to
He don’t love me in that way
The words, he don’t say, but still, I love you

He don’t love me anymore
Afraid, any day he will walk out the door

He don’t tell me what troubles his mind
He don’t come to me for those talks
I wonder who he goes to and feel left behind
Wondering how long it will be before he walks

I miss the man that desired and needed me
I miss the happiness and smiles we both shared
I miss the closeness of our intimacy
I miss the feeling of us when he cared.

But he don’t love me anymore
At least, not like he used to
He don’t love me anymore, anymore
And I don’t know, no I don’t know, what to do.

He don’t love me anymore

WE THE PEOPLE

America is no longer the land of the free
The Illuminati has enslaved us all, you and me
I think it’s about time we say enough is enough
As citizens we need to stand up for our rights and get tough
We need to rise up and join as one
We need to undo the injustices they have done
We need to open the eyes of all to see
We need to air out their lies and bring back liberty
When the government destroyed the WTC on 911
We were blinded by anger willing to blame anyone
After years of inspecting the disillusioned truth
It’s up to us to call them out and protect our youth
The President is a puppet, a pawn, a good show
He’s powerless against the ones who control the dough
There are more of us than there are of them
How much longer will we accept their governmental mayhem?
They send our children off to fight bogus wars
The only terrorists left are the ones behind our closed doors
Marshall Law will imprison us all in FEMA detention centers
Many will be buried in FEMA coffins for refusing to enter
If the future of your family is important to you
Get educated, get prepared, get armed and do all you can do
We the People need to take back our country and unite
We the People need to make our voices heard and fight for our rights.