You know I'm sitting home right now
It's like real early in the morning
It's just me up quiet as a mouse in this house,
I just rolled a blunt to get me high
Why?
So it stops the tears that I cry.
I like the way it makes me numb
so I feel, you know, not so dumb
I live with him but I love you
What am I as a woman supposed to do?
Say Daddy Hey Daddy
I've been feeling so so sick
It's the Devil up to his ole tricks again
He locked my heart is in his dark prison
So many voices, they are all screaming
I cant hardly hear me, hear me
No matter how hard I try to do good
I am always so misunderstood.
Men say they want me, say they'll go the extra mile
Say they want to take care of me, make me smile
and when we fuck they scream my name Blu
but that's all fake its just their game, I knew
I'm the one always getting used
My ego and my pride are very bruised
I've been praying hard for some kind of peace
A place that where I can just breathe
I'm just a woman trying to love
But no matter what I'm never good enough
I try again and I try again
it's just a cycle that never ends
My heart always pays for what they do
with all the heartache that I go through
Always think I'm moving on to brighter days
but I've lost my soul in so many ways.
I would love to come around
I know I could turn that frown upside down.
We have been down that road before
You always leave me wanting more
I'm still hurt by all the damage of my losses
I'm not mad, I'm just exhausted
I just want to be someone's one and only
But I always seem to end up lonely
Dark clouds follow me too
It's been so dark ever since I lost you
So many Dark days and sleepless nights
So many Dark days and sleepless nights
I just want to be loved and happy
but life keeps rage storming over me
I just smoke my loud , smoke my loud
I'm just trying to shake this dark cloud
I would love to come around
I've always wanted to be the Diamond in your Crown
There has never been a real place for me in your life
There's always the mother of you daughter or your wife
Dark clouds follow me too
It's been so dark ever since I lost you
So many Dark days and sleepless nights
So many Dark days and sleepless nights
I'm still hurt by all the damage of my losses
I'm not mad, I'm just exhausted
I just want to be someone's one and only
But I always seem to end up lonely
I just want to be loved and happy
but life keeps rage storming over me
I just smoke my loud , smoke my loud
I'm just trying to shake this dark cloud.
It's like real early in the morning
It's just me up quiet as a mouse in this house,
I just rolled a blunt to get me high
Why?
So it stops the tears that I cry.
I like the way it makes me numb
so I feel, you know, not so dumb
I live with him but I love you
What am I as a woman supposed to do?
Say Daddy Hey Daddy
I've been feeling so so sick
It's the Devil up to his ole tricks again
He locked my heart is in his dark prison
So many voices, they are all screaming
I cant hardly hear me, hear me
No matter how hard I try to do good
I am always so misunderstood.
Men say they want me, say they'll go the extra mile
Say they want to take care of me, make me smile
and when we fuck they scream my name Blu
but that's all fake its just their game, I knew
I'm the one always getting used
My ego and my pride are very bruised
I've been praying hard for some kind of peace
A place that where I can just breathe
I'm just a woman trying to love
But no matter what I'm never good enough
I try again and I try again
it's just a cycle that never ends
My heart always pays for what they do
with all the heartache that I go through
Always think I'm moving on to brighter days
but I've lost my soul in so many ways.
I would love to come around
I know I could turn that frown upside down.
We have been down that road before
You always leave me wanting more
I'm still hurt by all the damage of my losses
I'm not mad, I'm just exhausted
I just want to be someone's one and only
But I always seem to end up lonely
Dark clouds follow me too
It's been so dark ever since I lost you
So many Dark days and sleepless nights
So many Dark days and sleepless nights
I just want to be loved and happy
but life keeps rage storming over me
I just smoke my loud , smoke my loud
I'm just trying to shake this dark cloud
I would love to come around
I've always wanted to be the Diamond in your Crown
There has never been a real place for me in your life
There's always the mother of you daughter or your wife
Dark clouds follow me too
It's been so dark ever since I lost you
So many Dark days and sleepless nights
So many Dark days and sleepless nights
I'm still hurt by all the damage of my losses
I'm not mad, I'm just exhausted
I just want to be someone's one and only
But I always seem to end up lonely
I just want to be loved and happy
but life keeps rage storming over me
I just smoke my loud , smoke my loud
I'm just trying to shake this dark cloud.
