REALITY IS LIES 6/13/12

I got this hottie
In his Maserati
He took off his shirt
We begin to flirt
Ooo the way he's looking at me
Ooo he’s making me crazy
Out being reckless living life
No worries, no drama, no strife

Then I opened my eyes
Rain fell from the skies
It was just another dream
No matter how real it did seem
Im just waiting for the day
My dream carries me away
To no worries, no drama, no strife
Just out being reckless living life

Illuminati wants us mind, body and soul
Turning us into slaves til we get old
They are not a fad, they are not a joke
They’re very real and don’t care our country is broke
They don’t care our youth is wasting away
They declare war on us every day
They only care about their own possessions
As they create world wide recessions

Media doesn’t tell us the truth
Pop culture is corrupting our youth
Government refuses to legalize marijuana
Rockstars OD on alcohol and coke in saunas
Activists are treated like Terrorists
Everything Government does good comes with a twist
Every day we lose more human rights
The impact is many sleepless nights

Reality is lies
Cloudy grey skies
Rain blowing in my face
Struggling to stay in place
Cant wait to fall asleep each night
In my dreams everything is always alright
Wild and free to be me completely
No Satanic Illuminati
No worries, no drama, no strife
In my dreams I'm FREE living life

So I close my eyes
Sunny blu skies
Love and happiness
Without any of that REALITY mess
Wind blowing through my hair
All the love I have I share
No worries, no drama, no strife
In my dreams Im FREE living life.

at any given moment 11-2-11

Mmmm

At any given moment

Mmmm

At any given moment

Mmm mmm mmm

At any given moment You can be found on my mind

Thinking about your sexy smile

And kissing your soft lips for a while

Getting wrapped up in your arms

Falling in love with all your boyish charms

Oooo

At any given moment

Oooo

At any given moment

Ooo ooo ooo

At any given moment you can be found on my mind

Thinking of your gentle touch

And missing you so so much

Taking you into my room

And giving our love what it needs to bloom

Aaah

At any given moment

Aaah

At any given moment

Aah ahh ahh

At any given moment you can be found on my mind

You can see I’m in love with you

I think the whole world sees it too

Youre so cute with your bashful ways

I love all our yesterdays

And

At any given moment

And

At any given moment

Mmmm

At any given moment you can be found on my mind.

outside looking in

i love being on the outside looking  in
it allows me to see webs of lies people spin
those who pretend to commit no sin
and those that hide behind a phony grin.
being outside looking in allows me to see
more clearly the people I keep close to me
those who know the truths of honesty
and those who love me for me.
blu (tbc...)8/24

Student Nurse Tribute for my sister Rachael 8/16/11

Why do we stay up and study all hours of the night?
Why do we give sleep such a determined fight?
Why do we put aside our needs for the needs at hand?
We are Nurses in training and we are in high demand.
Student Nurses are Angels in training about to receive their wings.
Student Nurses are Angels in training about to do amazing things.
All the hard work we have endured to accomplish our goals
All of the sacrifices we have made will comfort many souls.
We may feel unappreciated, and pushed to our limits.
We may even at times be pushed to call it quits.
But just one smile or one “Thank you” will melt our giving hearts.
Just one is all it takes to renew our love of our healing arts.
All the bad feelings disappear to be replaced by the values we represent:
Human dignity, compassion, dedication, integrity, leadership and excellence..
We are comforters, and counselors. We are the frontline of medicine.
Not only are Nurses Angels, Nurses are very special friends.

There Is Nothing to Forgive

My life is nothing like before
I've done, seen and heard a whole lot more
If he's doing me wrong
He's gonna sing the same old song
Imma pack him up and ship him out the door
I'm sucka free, no more going back for more
The girl of the past is history
No more looking back for me
No more tears shed for a guy
No more waiting or being a standby
I have way too much heart
So I'm not gonna fall apart 
I have way too much love to give
I have way too much life to live 
           way too much live to live
So there is nothing to forgive


Wide and deep as the bluest skies
Measures the Enlightenment in my eyes
Go ahead and play your little game
I'm not naive that you are a lame
I know how to get to the truth

When I do, Imma shoot you down like John Wilkes Booth
I'm not impressed with your dead presidents 
or an upscale address of residence
I love without being in love 
I'm waiting for a sign from heaven above
A sign to tell me if you are the one
Till then any relationship can come undone
You can chill with all that macho bravada
All the charming talk will get you nada
Nothing you can do will change my mind
I've been around and I know your kind

 My life is nothing like before
I love me a whole lot more
If he doing me wrong
I know that it wont be long
Imma pack him up and ship him out the door
I'm a good woman I deserve a whole lot more
No more looking back for me
No more believing his story
No more tears over a man
I've taken all the hurt I can
 I have way too much heart 
So Im not gonna fall apart
I have way too much love to give
and way too much life to live
       way too much life to live
So there is nothing to forgive

All I want from love is fidelity
For a man to be honest with me
It seems no man can be true
I prayed, It would be different with you
If you 've done wrong time will tell
I will see the signs I know them well
Dark intentions come to light
Dont worry about making things right
I promised me , "to thy own self be true"
I love me more than I love you
I can walk away with no hesitence
Go run Game a girl with no sense
You will be just another lesson in my life
Another man who wont deserve me as a wife

My life is nothing like before
I've done, seen and heard a whole lot more
So when you do me wrong
Just know it wont be long
Imma pack you up and ship you out the door
Don't be surprised, I'm honest to the core
I'm a new woman and I'm grown
I know I'm just fine all on my own
So go ahead and do you
Just know Imma do me too
No worries if this is the end
It is all good my friend
Im not gonna fall aprt
I have way too much heart
I have way too much love to give
and way too much life to live
      way to much life to live
So there is nothing to forgive

Recession Depression 2010

I can feel the sadness creepin in
My world is about to flip and spin
My mind is always submiting within
No matter how hard I try to please I never win
My life is like a Merry -Go- Round
What goes up must come down
So my smile becomes a frown
Sobbing replaces the laughter sound
All I ever do is think about him
Wondering why his outlook on life is so grim
I feel his rage though I am not his victim
I have no recourse but to pray
Tired of tears every night and day
When will happiness come to stay
Im beginning to believe it never may
Empathetic to his anger about repression
Struggling to survive from fall out of recession
His words, how they do leave a lasting impression
Knowing this sadness before I am anticipating depression.

Suchen meine Mütter gebären Familie editdelete

Meine Mutter wurde in Kampen Sylt Deutschland in 1951 geboren. Sie Wurde in 1953 durch einen Amerikaner Copule Angenommen und hat sie in Amerika gelebt, da sie 3 war. Ihr Name, wenn sie in einem Waisenhaus in Deutschland gelebt hat, war Rosewitha Witte ot Wiitte. Ich hoffte, jemanden in Deutschland zu finden, das würde entweder jenen Nachnamen hat, oder kennt jemanden durch jenen Namen. Ich hoffte, dass sie Familienmitglieder fragen könnten, wenn sie von irgendeinen Frauen in ihren Familien wissen, die ein Mädchenbaby zu einem Waisenhaus iin den Jahren 1951 zu 1954 aufgegeben hatten. Es ist mein Glaube, dass sie ein Posten WWII Kind ist, und darf das Ergebnis wenn Beziehung zwischen einem Soldaten, der entweder jenes Gebiet während der Jahre nach den Krieg oder sie besetzt hat, ist das vielleicht ein Kind von sein „ein SS Züchtend Haus“. Eine andere Möglichkeit ist war ihre Mutter nur zu arm, sich sie zu der Zeit zu pflegen. Keine Materie was das Ergebnis der Suche ist wir nur hoffen, Antworten zu finden. Meine Mütter angenommener Vater ist gestorben, als sie 13 war, ihr Bruder ist gestorben, als sie 20 war, und ihre angenommene Mutter ist vor ungefähr 20 Jahren gestorben. Sie hat nie wirklich anerkannt durch den Rest ihrer angenommenen Familie so daher sie fühlt wie eine verlorene Seele gefühlt. Alle hat sie für Familie ist ihr Ehemann und ihre Kinder. Ich kenne seine eine verrückte Idee nur, zufällige Leute in Deutschland zu kontaktieren, aber jeder Andere sucht wir haben versucht hat führt nicht irgendwo. Das Waisenhaus, in das meine Mutter war, als ein Säugling wurde verbrannt bevor socoiety hat behalten Informationen über Computer so alle Dateien sind gegangen. Im, der traurig ist zum interupting Ihres Lebens mit meiner Suche, meine Müttergeburtfamilie zu finden,. thankyou für Ihre Zeit. Sie sind sehr großzügig gewesen, zu antworten. Aufrichtig April