life for "Hoodspeak"

life
Im so sorry you're hurting
wishing I could take your pain
with my words, flirting
hoping to stop its reign
life
Everything happens for a reason
whatever that may be
as time passes and the seasons
may you find clarity
life
Full of senseless tragedies
events that shouldnt be
when you're feeling down, please
know you found a friend in me.

WE DESERVE BETTER

The shootin in my hood again
Young men killing young men
They shootin in my hood again
And nobody cares
Nobody cares
But We Deserve Better
I live deep in the hood on the south side
Cant even let the kids play outside
With bullets flyin they run and hide
Cant take that chance so they stay inside.
They shootin in my hood again
Young men killin young men
And nobody cares
Nobody cares
But My kids deserve better
Bullets, they dont have a name
The Shooter, he dont have no shame
Everyday for him, its all the same
Doin what he do to stay in the game.
They shootin in my hood again
Young men Killin young men
They shootin in my hood again
And nobody cares
Nobody cares
But I deserve better
A single Mom and I work real hard
Live in a big house, have a big yard
Have a pitbull for a guard
Dont own a gun, wont play that card.
They shootin in my hood again
Young men killin young men
And nobody cares
Nobody cares
But they deserve better.
I have nightmares for my son
I fear the day he picks up a gun
A young man lookin out for number one
Just one shot and hes on the run
Or just one shot and his life is done.
They shooting in my hood again
Young men killin young men
They shootin in my hood again
And nobody cares
Nobody cares
But We Deserve Better.

I CAN BE URS, NEVER 1/6/09

not man enuf to see my face
my hurt, my tears, my eyes
or u r afraid to face
that ur telling urself lies
either reason for the distance
there will come the day
it will all come back in the instance
u know thats what ur eyes will say
in my eyes u will see ur heart
a reflection of my love
as fortold by the stars chart
souls joined by heavens above
distance wont break this connection
thats what u will see
and i will see ur affection
thats why you avoid me.
time will pass and memories will fade
but the love is always there
our next meet no matter how long delayed
u will see the love we share.
but u will still be with her
ill be with whoever
then the hurt will be as it were
i can be urs, never

I AM LOST IN THE DARK 12/30/08

I AM NOT OK
THE SADNESS WONT GO AWAY
I AM LOST IN THE DARK
EYES DULL, NO SPARK
I TRIED TO PRETEND
BUT THE TEARS WONT END
YOU ARE NO LONGER THERE
CANT BREATH, NO AIR
MY WORLD IS CRASHING
EACH BREATH A PAINFUL THRASHING
SLIPPING DEEPER INTO DEPRESSION
CANT SHARE, DARK CONFESSION
I DONT LIKE ME
OR THE ME I USED TO BE
I DONT WANT THIS LIFE
NO ONES LOVE, NO ONES WIFE
I LET MY LOVE GO
KILLING HOPE IN MY SOUL
I CAN NOLONGER GIVE MY HEART
TO DAMAGED, TO TORN APART
no one to hold me
no one consoling me
no one that truly does care
dark confession, cant share
I AM NOT OK
THE SADNESS WONT GO AWAY
I AM LOST IN THE DARK
EYES DULL, NO SPARK

I GAVE YOU ME 7/25/08

I feel everything...
to deeply...
I take everything...
personally...
but its not my fault...
this is who I am...
its not who I pretend to be...I gave u me..........
I gave u my heart...
and my trust...
I let down my guard...
love came from lust...
but its not my fault...
I have fallen...
its not who I pretend to be...I gave u me.................
Im always longing for...
your touches...
Im always dreaming of...
ur kisses...
but its not my fault...
Im in love with u...
its not who I pretend to be...I gave u me............
now Im feelin...
kinda lonely...
and this feelin...
my one and only...
this is my fault...
cuz I knew...
I should not have gave u me...
I should have gave u who I pretend to be..............
now its to late ...
to turn back the clock...
the love i feel for u...
has my heart on lock...
but its not my fault...
u are my friend...
I wasnt who I pretend to be...
cuz You asked me to give you me....
BLU 7-25-08

B.I.T.C.H. 7/30/08

I know u like what u see when u look at my pics..
but u aint gettin with this so stop sendin pics of ya dicks.....
I'd rather see it in person pics dont do nuthin for me...
NO I dont play I show u, u show me...
if u think u got game I wish u good luck...
Im not that girl who just lays down to fuck...
dont even bother if u aint gettin paid...
Yes Im a B.I.T.C.H. and no I dont need to get laid...
I just know what I want and it dont start with lust...
u gotta be on my level or above thats a must....
Im tired of broke dudes who just wanna sex me...
and think I am easy cuz I dont hide my sexy.
I only wanna be friends not tryna holla at u...
if u just wanna fuck dont even holla at Blu...
Yes Im a B.I.T.C.H. and no I dont need to get laid...
it is what it is, enough said.

THIS IS ME THIS IS WHAT I DO 2/3/09

I'M FINALLY OK WITH BEING ME
NO LONGER AM I FEELING LONELY
ACTUALLY PREFERRING BEING SINGLE
FREE TO FLIRT MIX - N - MINGLE
WE CAN BE FRIENDS IF YOU WANT TO
I GIVE U MY WORD TO BE TRU
JUST ASK AROUND MY HOOD
THE WORD OF BLU IS GOOD
BUT DONT ASK FOR MY HEART..
ONCE TOO MANY ITS BEEN RIPPED APART
I CHOOSE TO SIT HOME ALONE
ALL I GOTTA DO IS PICK UP MY PHONE
"ARE U FREE" IS THIER FAVORITE TEXT
IF THEY SAY "NO" ITS ON TO THE NEXT
I'M NOT A PLAYA I'M DOING ME
I'LL GET BACK ATCHU WHEN I'M FREE
I CAN LOVE YOU AS MY FRIEND
MY BROKEN HEART HAS TO MEND
THIS IS ME THIS IS WHAT I DO
DO YOU THINK YOU CAN HANDLE SEXY BLU?
I DONT NEED YOURS I GOT MY OWN
DONT BE MAD CUZ I'M ACTIN GROWN
IT'S NOT ABOUT YOU IT'S ABOUT ME
YOU'RE JUST ONE FISH IN A SEA OF SEXY
IT'S GONNA BE THE ONE WHO STAYS ON THE LINE
LETS ME REEL HIM IN TO CATCH THIS HEART OF MINE
JUST LETTING YOU KNOW TO STEP UP YOUR GAME
I'M GONNA KEEP THE BIG FISH DONT WANT A LAME
WHEN I FINALLY DO REEL IN MY PRIZE
UNCONDITIONAL LOVE WILL BE IN MY EYES
THIS IS ME THIS IS WHAT I DO
DO YOU THINK YOU CAN HANDLE SEXY BLU?
I'M FINALLY OK WITH BEING ME
NO LONGER AM I FEELING LONELY