Wednesday, January 13, 2010

I AM LOST IN THE DARK 12/30/08

I AM NOT OK
THE SADNESS WONT GO AWAY
I AM LOST IN THE DARK
EYES DULL, NO SPARK
I TRIED TO PRETEND
BUT THE TEARS WONT END
YOU ARE NO LONGER THERE
CANT BREATH, NO AIR
MY WORLD IS CRASHING
EACH BREATH A PAINFUL THRASHING
SLIPPING DEEPER INTO DEPRESSION
CANT SHARE, DARK CONFESSION
I DONT LIKE ME
OR THE ME I USED TO BE
I DONT WANT THIS LIFE
NO ONES LOVE, NO ONES WIFE
I LET MY LOVE GO
KILLING HOPE IN MY SOUL
I CAN NOLONGER GIVE MY HEART
TO DAMAGED, TO TORN APART
no one to hold me
no one consoling me
no one that truly does care
dark confession, cant share
I AM NOT OK
THE SADNESS WONT GO AWAY
I AM LOST IN THE DARK
EYES DULL, NO SPARK