I try to look beyond the curtain but Everything outside of what I see is so uncertain.
I thought friends were friends and love was love but every things ends because I just can't give enough.
There isn't much left of me and I cant lose a single piece more, not any.
So I run and hide if pushed before I am ready and I will hold my walls up steady.
Its so hard to not let the falling tears reign when you have no trust and only feel pain.
A trist in the sun with your baby face sounds like heaven on Earth from my dark place.
Maybe there has been or could be blue skies and sunshine with you but the storm raging internally in me keeps them from shining through.
I will keep the rain far far away from you dear. I will make sure that you never ever see a single tear.
In every flick I post online you will only see... the beauty of my essence and the purity of the heart in me.
