My life is like a Tug of War
My spirits needs for complete control and complete freedom
Are battling my needs for love and commitment
My heart and my conscience are the audience
Watching, Waiting to see who wins, but not cheering for either side
My heart has no feeling and my conscience is silent
The battle of the two sides is at a standstill
Both sides are equally matched in importance and strength
My only question is which side will tire first
So that I can open my heart to feeling
And my conscience will be able to guide me again.