Christmas should be filled with joy
Laughter for every girl and boy
But smiles wont be on my face
A stream of tears will take their place
Because I am forced to live in hell
With a man who cannot tell
That I dont want him in my life
And I will never be his wife
Anger, sorrow and depression
Will leave an everlasting impression
On my lonely empty heart
The sadness I fear will never depart
I no longer like the holiday season
Without love there is no reason
So no smiles will you see from me
Till my tormentor sets me free