till i die

I'm a nobody till I die.
I don't give a fuck if no one knows the reasons I cry.
When I'm gone nothing matters anymore, no lie.
I'm a nobody till I die.

Introvert

I'm ok with being unseen
I'm not being mean
It's just my thing
I'm ok with going unnoticed
I keep myself focused
I don't follow the locust
I'm ok with being a background blur
and people asking 'is that her'
Yes I'm sure

Where did our rainbow go... draft

crying in the rain
trying to disguise my pain
thunder rolling across the sky
lightning flashes reveal my lie
all these tears for you
What is this we go through?
A storm raging in my heart
the longer we're apart
I just wanna know
Where did our rainbow go?

I'm Wasting

I'm Wasting
All my time replacing
Feelings you had me chasing
It's not even a face to face fling
It's just sexting and erasing
Then you're on to the next thing

I'm wasting
It's time I let go of you
There is nothing you can do
No longer feeling what you put me through
I loved you like I was supposed too
The days you love me are too few

I'm wasting
Ill never be your baby
I'm tired of accepting someday maybe
I'm no longer letting you play me
Don't go acting all Crazy
You were never gonna make me your lady 

Oh what fun it is to Drive In NY Winters Dear

Dashing through the snow
in my Chevrolet
sliding through the lights
as cars come the other way
left turn counter here
shift to lower gear
Oh what fun it is to drive in NY winters dear
Oh beep the horn
flip the bird
yell obscenities
Oh what fun it is to drive when snow falls in the Cuse
Oh beep the horn
flip the bird
yell obscenities
Oh what fun it is to drive when snow falls in the Cuse

Just want to get to work
not a plow in sight
people walking in the streets
all damn day and night
stuck in a snow bank
no gas in my tank
# 1 record snow fall in Syracuse to thank
Oh beep the horn
flip the bird
Yell obscenities
Oh what fun it is to drive when snow falls in the Cuse
Oh beep the horn
flip the bird
Yell Obscenities
Oh What Fun It Is To Drive when snow falls IN SYRACUSE.

 

not the one

I'm not the one you're looking for
I've been found and loved before
I'm not the girl you think I am
All this potential you see is a sham
I'm not the one you're looking for
I've been broken, damaged and played before
I'm not the woman you want me to be
I'm not perfect and can only be me
I'm not the one you're looking for
My heart's been jaded by those that walked out the door
I'm not naïve when it comes to love
The only eternal love comes from above
I'm not the one you're looking for
I'm sorry you deserve so much more
I don't deserve the pedestal you put me on
I'm far from perfect and my heart is gone.
I'm not the one
I'm not the one

Prince Charming

Prince Charming is just another frog in the pond
Don't fall for the fairy tale of the heroic blond
Those flashy clothes and handsome good looks
Just the type they lie about in children's books
He promises you the world and sweeps you off your feet
All his words so attentive, loving and sweet
Promises to carry you away to far away places
It's amazing how they snare us with their straight faces
What I'm trying to say is enough fairytales
Believe in what he does not what he sells
Remember if it sounds to good to be true
It most likely is and will leave you feeling blue
It is best to be independent and self sustainable
love yourself, find happiness in self and still be attainable
Leave the Prince Charming in the fairytale book
Give the frogs in the pond a second look
Yes, men are all frogs some better than others
Make sure they have their own logs and don't need replacement mothers
Make sure his words are honest and true
Make sure he is saying them to only you
Never give up the person you are
Remember these things and your love can go far.