I'm Wasting

I'm Wasting
All my time replacing
Feelings you had me chasing
It's not even a face to face fling
It's just sexting and erasing
Then you're on to the next thing

I'm wasting
It's time I let go of you
There is nothing you can do
No longer feeling what you put me through
I loved you like I was supposed too
The days you love me are too few

I'm wasting
Ill never be your baby
I'm tired of accepting someday maybe
I'm no longer letting you play me
Don't go acting all Crazy
You were never gonna make me your lady 

Oh what fun it is to Drive In NY Winters Dear

Dashing through the snow
in my Chevrolet
sliding through the lights
as cars come the other way
left turn counter here
shift to lower gear
Oh what fun it is to drive in NY winters dear
Oh beep the horn
flip the bird
yell obscenities
Oh what fun it is to drive when snow falls in the Cuse
Oh beep the horn
flip the bird
yell obscenities
Oh what fun it is to drive when snow falls in the Cuse

Just want to get to work
not a plow in sight
people walking in the streets
all damn day and night
stuck in a snow bank
no gas in my tank
# 1 record snow fall in Syracuse to thank
Oh beep the horn
flip the bird
Yell obscenities
Oh what fun it is to drive when snow falls in the Cuse
Oh beep the horn
flip the bird
Yell Obscenities
Oh What Fun It Is To Drive when snow falls IN SYRACUSE.

 

not the one

I'm not the one you're looking for
I've been found and loved before
I'm not the girl you think I am
All this potential you see is a sham
I'm not the one you're looking for
I've been broken, damaged and played before
I'm not the woman you want me to be
I'm not perfect and can only be me
I'm not the one you're looking for
My heart's been jaded by those that walked out the door
I'm not naïve when it comes to love
The only eternal love comes from above
I'm not the one you're looking for
I'm sorry you deserve so much more
I don't deserve the pedestal you put me on
I'm far from perfect and my heart is gone.
I'm not the one
I'm not the one

Prince Charming

Prince Charming is just another frog in the pond
Don't fall for the fairy tale of the heroic blond
Those flashy clothes and handsome good looks
Just the type they lie about in children's books
He promises you the world and sweeps you off your feet
All his words so attentive, loving and sweet
Promises to carry you away to far away places
It's amazing how they snare us with their straight faces
What I'm trying to say is enough fairytales
Believe in what he does not what he sells
Remember if it sounds to good to be true
It most likely is and will leave you feeling blue
It is best to be independent and self sustainable
love yourself, find happiness in self and still be attainable
Leave the Prince Charming in the fairytale book
Give the frogs in the pond a second look
Yes, men are all frogs some better than others
Make sure they have their own logs and don't need replacement mothers
Make sure his words are honest and true
Make sure he is saying them to only you
Never give up the person you are
Remember these things and your love can go far.

 

No One Else to Blame

Breathing through the pain
Bleeding through the rain
Heart breaking over and over again
I have no one else to blame
No one else to blame
All alone in the dark
Walking hand and hand in the park
I never expected anger to spark
I have no one else to blame
No one else to blame
Always make the same mistake
Fall too deep, too fast for loves sake
Thought I had raised the stakes
But he was just the same
I have no else to blame
How it started I have no clue
Something said caused him to unglue
Suddenly fists rose up and flew
I have no one else to blame
No one else to blame.

Fantasy and Day Dreams

He calls me "baby" and says I drive him crazy
I'm not his lady and our friendship line is getting hazy
He so damn sweet to me and wants to bring me to ecstasy
I get the flutters dreaming he stands so close next to me
Shall I compare thee to a hot summers night?
Under the covers of darkness, not even any star light
Hazy minds, humid bodies heated by burning flesh
Fantasizing the bewilderment of those bodies in lustful thresh
Shall I wait till he wakes me with a tempered kiss?
Allow his fingers to caress the curves of his fated bliss?
Radiating warmth of his breath on the neck of his princess
His fingers taking her with acute accurateness
I'm falling into his world of fantasy and  day dreams
Not always sure what this wild desire means
But when I close my eyes how real it all seems
The kind of passion you can find on the "big screens"

I Don't Just, I Just Don't

I'm whispered on the lips of many
But so few I have This connection with
Honesty is hard to come by , if any,
It is rumored to be just a myth
Even if a relationship never comes between us
I hold on to the reason we came to be at the start
You have a piece of my soul forever
If I ever gave you a piece of my heart
I don't just walk away my friend
I don't just disappear if we end
I don't just forget all you are to me
I just don't keep every and anybody
If I ever loved you in any kind of way
You have that love till my dying day
We all need a friend and confidant
Free from worry that our words still haunt
You can feel my love when I speak to you
You can feel the realness of what I say is true.